Indian-ness instilled

     My brother, I have never seen him as a Guardian, or an elder brother, or a dad; even though he is three years elder than me. I've always seen him as a friend. A friend who got me into trouble sometimes, and got me out of troubles most of the times; a friend who knew I'm eating paper then too couldn't say no; a friend who was with me when my biggest accident took place, just behind me. Cutting short, he's just like a best friend.
        But this is not about my relationship with my brother, it's of the constraints that i deny on his being elder. It just happened yesterday that I had to tell him a joke(which was cracked in college between friends, a typical non veg one) and I had to say the hindi word for male part, and it couldn't come out from my mouth.
           I'm not trying to be noble by saying that i couldn't use typical abusive language, which we used to use in schools amongst friends in front of my brother, but this is strange enough to deserve a blog. Even in front of any girl, I can't even sqeeze out the "L" word. My friend, who uses a minimum of three abuses in one sentence has had it with me many a times. May be this is the traditional values I took up while growing up cursing the same values.

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Ode on an evanescent flower

In shades of pink and shades of white, As an armor of a plucky knight; At a certain point of day in time, Thou beauty of the summer, thou shine. Three days for the life you wait, Three days to come off your adolescent age; Three days until that green bud sprouts, Three days until your Beauty you flout. Awaiting a time long you once shine, At a morning that all, but you, whine; No sorrow no sign of meloncholy you show, Even though this life you live is miniscule of a blow. Thine head held high with pride, Thine salute to the sun, big smile; Thine beauty above all at prime, Thou Beauty of summer, thou shine. This is the pride that envies me above all, The pride in spite of a life so small; A day thou have, a day that's all, Then too you live life so gay, so tall. With the cheer thou spread across horizons wide, With colours which as the sun, or even bright; The lesson you teach across generations wide, A life lived large is a

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I being a Marley fan always thought this to be a song made by a cool singer for a cool topic. Well, it's not cool to be offensive though to a certain womankind. But then today I read about what it really means. It says, "no woman? don't cry." in a certain Jamaican vocab of which Bob Marley was a container of, and this was written for his wife Rita Marley who underwent great austerities with him until he was not successful. As the world celebrates the respect and love towards a a certain sect of Homo Sapiens usually characterized by long hair and a warm heart, I recall my life, pressing on the rewind button and counting those kind on my fingers. well, I certainly have very few a fingers to count that. I remember her doing my hair, washing me, cooking for me, being my support, wiping my tears. She even fought a teacher for me. She who made a hell lot of sacrifices for me. She who even before my birth fought with her husband to send me to the best

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